Its a wrap!!!!!

Its 10:12 p.m. on a Sunday night. I've opted not to go out just because I do not want to! I spent most of my day "out there" and I just want to relax. What else have I opted NOT to do? STUDY!!!! why????? Because I will do plenty of that this whole coming week. I'm nibbling on Lindt Swiss Chocolate (yummmmmmyyyyy), and sipping on Passion fruit juice. I'm also craving for fried chicken but since I no longer want my hips to be any wider...am curvy enough..I opted to have salad for dinner instead....aaawwww isn't that just amazing???..yeah whatever. Speaking of food.....you have got to try this place out: its called cafe Istanbul...its a Turkish reastaurant. The food is GREAT!!! infact Great is an understatement. Authentic, Turkish food at its best. There is a new one at the shops at legacy in plano (If you live in the DFW area) and theres one in Dallas...check it out!!!! I love trying out food from different countries so might as well join this bandwagon!!

AUGUST!!! what a month!!! the BEST thing that happened this month was my Mommy's birthday!!! Brup! brup!! That girl is getting younger each year! :) LOL. Other than that its been quite an interesting adventure! Lots of changes in my so called life! And oh..ofcourse my siblings are catching up with me! My Brother is now in 9th grade..unbelievable....He was just 2 the other day!! ugghh and my sisters are in 5th grade! now thats  what I call KIDS GROWING LIKE WEEDS!!....school for me is great so far but I've also had my own setbacks! I feel like I have worked sooooo hard and now that am this close to going to Pharmacy school..everything is falling apart; AND THATS HOW THE COOKIE CRUMBLES!!! Good news is am not about to give up and Will not give up. Will just take everyday at a time and see where God leads me. YES I said God. Am one of those Strong God believers! I trust in Him, I depend on Him, I call upon Him, I Cry to Him..ok you get the point. HE is the focal centerpiece in my life.  I know lately I haven't really been paying attention to my spiritual life but am making a new commitment.

ALL I want in my life right now is to do What God wants me to do. I Want to be an example to Eveyone around me and I want my actions to be acts of kindness, love and respect. I've come to realize that if you focus too much on who does what to you, you will end up going insane. This is what you do...Love those that love you, and pray for those that DO NOT LOVE YOU ( notice I didnt use the word enemies coz thats a strong word).Do not worry about who says what..you really cannot and will not control what people think or say about you. Above all..know who your true friends are. When things are great, everyone will be around you. Dude and Dudette..do not be fooled. The true test comes when you are going through a hard time. your true friends will be crying with you..and the fake ones?..they will NOWHERE to be seen. Let me just clarify something...I really Do not want anyone to help me with my situation. sometimes all I want is just someone to talk to, and someone to tell me its gonna be alright. SO if you CANNOT be with me in my worst times, then you sure as heck DO NOT DESERVE MY BEST. But hold your horses...what would Jesus do? YEP YEP!! HOLLA!!! see am still gonna be there for you even when I know deep down you are the fakest friend I have ever had. Thats me! I forgive! I cry, build a bridge, and get over it!!
So, to ALL my Family....I LOVE YOU ALL! am pretty much pudding with no sugar without you guys!! TO all my "TRUE FRIENDS"...you guys are just amazing! No words can decribe how much I appreciate you; and Finally To ALL THE FAKE PEOPLE IN MY LIFE...I love you too. without your fakeness, I would not know who is real and who is not. But I have nothing against you. I still love everyone in my life more than a fat kid loves food!

September is almost here!! new month, new attitude, new swagga! NO DRAMA ( am allergic to B.S). ...If you need a friend, or a shoulder to cry on...HOLLA AT YOUR GIRL MASERATI!! I sure will be more than willing to be there for you (within reason). The coolest thing : I will begin training for my half-marathon (yes 13.1 miles) , which I will be running in December to help benefit Texas scottish Rite Children's Hospital ( Did I mention I love Charity events?).

sidenote : 42 days till Grandpa arrives from Kenya!!! am sooooo excited!! its been 5 years man!!!! Come on Now!! We are READY FOR YOU!!!!! The day he arrives..I will officially become a big kid..the spoiling begins again. either way..I wove you vewy much gwandpa!!! (baby talk).

P.S. Organic chemistry II is killing me Man. I mean like seriously....the price am paying to get that Doctor of pharmacy degree and Wear that Pharmacist coat is NOT FUNNY!!!! but whoa!!! that six figure starting salary keeps me going like an energizer bunny.

Song of the day : Usher ft Jay-Z -"Hot Tottie" -------hot, hot, hot song!!! ha..actually SOMEONE told me they needed a hot toddy....*wink, wink*......ok people DO NOT jump into conclusions or assume anything. If you are in doubt about what am talking about just ASK. ....I wonder if am the hot toddy this person was referring to...oh Well.....bahahahahahahahahaahahahahahaha.